I was 43 when I had my 'wake up'! My first husband had a bleed on the brain and was in intensive care in a coma, and I had been told that it didn't look good. At this time I had 3 children, a large mortgage, and myself and my husband ran a local business. I remember on that day, walking into my half finished bathroom to have a shower, and it all hit me - I was exhausted, terrified, and on my own, and I just fell to the floor and sobbed uncontrollably. I have no idea how long I lay there, but out of the blue, it hit me like a bolt of lightening, this power, this strength, that surged through my core, reminded me in no uncertain terms, that we were going to be ok, and that everything I needed to do was crystal clear, and I mean totally and utterly crystal clear. That moment changed my life forever! My life from that moment onwards became a surrender process, a trust moment, that no matter what happens in life, I am totally safe. Now, when I'm truly in flow, I get this beautiful energy running through my core - sometimes really strong, and other times a gentle whisper, but it's always there....and it is for you too. You don't need a challenging event to kick start it, it's always been there, we just need to learn how to let go of the fear that is holding us back.